My Vows

The first night I met you, I was terrified and suddenly I knew, 

Safety and peace I found that moment with you, 

Holding me tight every night is what made me fall,

However, I knew you wasn’t mine but you continued to call. 

Knowing you continued to return despite your pain and all, 

Climbing the mountain, I lost my balance fans began to fall.

Choosingto stay and love me each night despite the pain.

Nothing for you to care about or want to gain. 

The past trauma was beginning to peel back every night,

Every reason to say goodbye because of my terrors and fright. 

Loving me in such a gentle yet respectful sweet way,

Until your past affects your mind and I can’t have a say. 

Listen to heart cause you know me as I am with you, 

Stop accusing me of stuff cause you know it is not true. 

I feel beautiful because of the way you say I am every day. 

You are my life, your my soul and I say this with truth today. 

Each night that you hold me all night long.

Even though you were rebuilding yourself after losing your trust and all,

Yet, you took me as your Queen and tore down my walls.

Honestly, I was terrified to love you or myself after my past mistake,

However, each night, you were the risk I wanted so much to take.

My fascination with the way you make me feel each night, 

Actually allowed me to feel that trusting you is completely and everyday right.

These walls are now gone because you made safe as my King,

Today, I know I will one-day wear a beautiful weddingring.6AsI will never cheat or lie.

Trusting you is hard, but you proven you will answer my call,

Don't let me go my love as I have taken a scary fall. 

I really never knew what love was, yet I lam happy at what I feel, 

Therefore, my personal vows will always be real.

Today, my body, my heart, my trust, and all I will share,

Belongs to only my King because of how much he cares.

I'm entangled with in every way due to to way I feel safe with you,

Also, I vow to lovingly take care of you in every way you need me too.

I can promise to always give you the same respect you give me,

Thank you for helping me find a way to set myself free.

My life is completely happy because of the night we met,

Don't let go of me, while I enjoy all your nightly attention that I get.

By, Crystal S. Amon

Copyrighted 2022

 

Changes Happen

 Changes happen to us sometimes overnight,

Some are of the dark, while others are of the light. 

Give yourself credit because you’re still standing,

You made it to a place that’s safe for landing. 

Never give up… at least that’s what they say,

Don’t forget you have a reason to stay,

Find the place where you belong, 

Don’t let your problems stick around too long.

Remember to hold your head up high, 

Smile big as you continue to walk on by.

Stand up tall and face your fears,

Wipe away the constant stream of tears.

Focus on you goals and dreams, 

Nothing is ever as it may seem.

You may fail but just do it anyway.

Let those around you know you're here to stay.

By, Crystal S. Amon

Copyrighted 2022

My Heart Belongs to You

 

Loving you is different and special for me,

So much has begun changing you see.

Holding me throughout my terrors at night,

My eyes now see a beautiful sight.

Knowing this love will never fade or walk away, 

My heart flutters knowing I can trust you in every way.

Taking me to places I have never even dreamed, 

Because a lover was never even what it seemed. 

Brightening my dark and lonely world with truth, 

Understanding the pain of all that was in my youth. 

Gave me a life that I never believed could be true,

Just because, I met and fell in love with the man I call you!

You walked into my life and sensed my pain,

Nothing in my world will ever be the same.

You lit up my heart with a smile and a kiss, 

When your gone, its your love that I miss.

Finally I can hold my head up high,

Never will I let our love begin to die. 

You made me feel special once more,

Just by rocking me to my core. 

Written by, 

Crystal Amon

Copyright 2022

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The Softer Side Of You

 

 

Written by, Crystal S. Amon 

 

I love you and this I know,

Everyday, I will let it show.

Troubles may come our way, 

I am always here to stay. 

Allow me to feel as good as you, 

Don’t get angry and make me blue. 

I am trying hard can’t you see, 

Not every problem begins with me. 

My heart is hurting but you say goodbye, 

Does it bother you when I begin to cry?

I am trying so hard but I am about to break, 

Nothing about these tears are fake. 

I am hurt because see a different me, 

Why should I both when you don't see.

The way I carry the load is so you can rest, 

Yet, all I feel is heaviness in my chest. 

I want peace and happiness next to you, 

All need is for you to be true. 

Don’t expect me to just get over it,

Have a heart and take a moment to sit. 

Say you sorry and hug me today, 

Don’t even expect me to walk away. 

I know your hurting but I am too, 

All I need is a softer side of you!

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This is My Story; This is Your Song

 

The cracks in my mind began to plainly show,

After three years of watching your lies flown,

Dishonesty was all I was given by this man

After learning the bitter truth about his “plan”.

Thank you for showing me the man you are,

Give my cuts time to heal as they become scars.

Purposely, I created this lyrical rhyme to speak,

Every word you spoke made the cruelty leak.

You won’t hurt me anymgore because I am smart,

Stop wasting my time because I hardened my heart.

Withholding affection because of someone else’s lies,

Shattering my heart taught me to trust myself as I fly.

Stronger because you made me face the devil’s drug,

Each painful selfish action showed me I was your rug.

Never again will I ever accept this kind of mental abuse,

Why tear me down until I decided to get a new tattoo.

After disrespectful statements began to cause my fall,

Learning to rise above the toxic comments of your lying call.

All the kindness I once felt was killed off this very night,

You made the “brown-eyed devil” come out to fight.

Those sins you committed are yours; not mine to ever bear,

Stop blaming me for losing all you had because I don’t care,

You created this drama because you decide to never trust me,

Don’t ask me to care that you lost because I am finally free.

Memorize this song as this is this last one I will write for you,

My voice is raised and you cannot tell me what I feel is not true.

Remember you made me accept your rules as well as your choice,

Not once in this dance was I allowed to have an opinion or a voice.

My time to speak is now as I choose months ago to say you're the fool,

I will tell everyone how you treated me because I was a loving jewel.

This song is yours and you will hear it as you endure life’s cruel dance,

I will tell everyone how you treated me because I was a loving jewel.

Copyright, 2020

Momma's Secret

 

By, Crystal S. Kauffman-Amon

Momma’s love destroyed me with her choices,
She had a hard time blocking out the voices.
The role models she looked up to were not the best,
Still wondering what happened to the rest?

Family curses passed on as we grew,
Hell…that is the only life I knew!
Violent tempers lead to a beating,
Leaving the family was cheating.

Friends were not worth a shit,
Take off with a friend; just to get hit.
Tell the truth and people say,
Damn girl, don’t speak that way!

I hated her for all she did to me,
Until, I became a new mommy.
I chose to forgive and stop the hate,
Once I realized that I could finally relate.

How do I keep my child away from the hell?
Never could I form the words to tell.
My family that they were toxic too,
Love kept me driving through.

Learning more about momma’s pain,
Made me understand the huge black stain.
Learning to love the broken woman she is,
Will be how I choose to handle all of this.

Healing her with my love and time,
Will be how I chose to spend my dime.
Until she takes her very last breath,
Then, I will be with her again after my death.

Understanding her life made me see,
She was never allowed to be free.
So, today I thank her for the gift of life,
My love for her still cuts like a knife.

Don’t talk about what you don’t know.
Her life is not a prime time family show,
She’s a victim of family secrets too.
Down her and just know I’ll punch you!

Copyright 2019

Magical Moments With You

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Written By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Trembling inside your warm embrace,

Hiding the raw emotions on my face.

Holding me as I tried to hide the tears,

Panic paralyzes my entire body in fear.

Magical connection that I know is real,

I am still afraid to allow my heart to feel.

My ice-cold heart is beginning to melt,

Strange emotions that I have never felt.

I would give up tomorrow just to say,

In your arms is where I want to stay.

Every stolen moment with you,

Allows me to feel something new.

Copyrighted 2020 

Papa's Way

By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Who is going to take care of you, once I pass away?
Me…Papa, because you taught me that way.
I may not be rich, but I will not do without much.
Since, I know how to take care of myself and such.

I met a hardcore man who reminds me of you,
He’s a mechanic and he’s grumpy too.
Sometimes, I smell the grease and taken back,
To a time when I was with you at the racetrack.

Other moments I see you turn to wave,
Papa, I know I must continue to be brave.
You were more than a Papa to me and you knew,
You were my dad and I was your heart too,

Today, I wish you was here cause I need you now,
I cannot keep my strength up, I just don’t know how.
When he is grumpy, I think about the way you were,
You had my back, even when I wasn’t sure.

I wish you could meet him, but I know you’d be fine,
With this man that I have chosen to be mine.
You didn’t let me give up and he won’t either,
Even though, I want to Papa..I won’t neither.

Hold my hand, as I deal with the changes in my life,
Help me not to give in when the path is full of strife,
Teach me trust my heart and count on my man,
To be my strength, when I don’t understand God’s plan.

Copyrighted 2019

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