Momma

 

Momma, goodbye is so hard for me to even say. 

Help me figure how to write this in a way. 

I want others to see how you lost basically all 

It was too hard for you to bear knowing they won’t call.

Every day you prayed for someone to drop by,

Instead, they never saw that they were making you cry.

Will I ever forget the way you were forgotten through the years?

I moved heaven and earth to keep you out of tears. 

Did you know how much I enjoyed being there?

Were you able to feel how I cared?

I will miss you mom every day, 

I hope you were able to find your way, 

To Heaven and I will meet you again,

Along with Thomas and my other kin.

By, Crystal S. Amon

Copyrighted 2022

For My Twin Brother

 

Your my who twin brother who died alone as the state didn’t call,

He never got to hug me and I can’t understand this at all.

Now, a piece of me is broken as the days pass by.

Everyday I find myself begging for answers as to why?

This I swear to you “Eyes LIke Me” I won’t stop till I know,

Exactly what happened and why your cancer was left to grow.

We were created together as twins which made us friends for life,

Your not a bad guy but addiction took over and gave you strife.

You were my sunshine as the storm raged and I became ill,

My best friend who watched me stumble and fall but loved me still.

Every letter and video made smile as the tears always fell, 

I knew you were fighting to leave a place that I call hell.

Fly high Bubba for you are no longer in pain or chains anymore,

You took the fall for people who will face karma as you soar.

Valhalla is calling, for you were a noble warrior who rose above,

Rest easy bro, for you I will forever love.

By, Crystal S. Amon

Copyrighted 2022

This is My Story; This is Your Song

 

The cracks in my mind began to plainly show,

After three years of watching your lies flown,

Dishonesty was all I was given by this man

After learning the bitter truth about his “plan”.

Thank you for showing me the man you are,

Give my cuts time to heal as they become scars.

Purposely, I created this lyrical rhyme to speak,

Every word you spoke made the cruelty leak.

You won’t hurt me anymgore because I am smart,

Stop wasting my time because I hardened my heart.

Withholding affection because of someone else’s lies,

Shattering my heart taught me to trust myself as I fly.

Stronger because you made me face the devil’s drug,

Each painful selfish action showed me I was your rug.

Never again will I ever accept this kind of mental abuse,

Why tear me down until I decided to get a new tattoo.

After disrespectful statements began to cause my fall,

Learning to rise above the toxic comments of your lying call.

All the kindness I once felt was killed off this very night,

You made the “brown-eyed devil” come out to fight.

Those sins you committed are yours; not mine to ever bear,

Stop blaming me for losing all you had because I don’t care,

You created this drama because you decide to never trust me,

Don’t ask me to care that you lost because I am finally free.

Memorize this song as this is this last one I will write for you,

My voice is raised and you cannot tell me what I feel is not true.

Remember you made me accept your rules as well as your choice,

Not once in this dance was I allowed to have an opinion or a voice.

My time to speak is now as I choose months ago to say you're the fool,

I will tell everyone how you treated me because I was a loving jewel.

This song is yours and you will hear it as you endure life’s cruel dance,

I will tell everyone how you treated me because I was a loving jewel.

Copyright, 2020

Magical Moments With You

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Written By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Trembling inside your warm embrace,

Hiding the raw emotions on my face.

Holding me as I tried to hide the tears,

Panic paralyzes my entire body in fear.

Magical connection that I know is real,

I am still afraid to allow my heart to feel.

My ice-cold heart is beginning to melt,

Strange emotions that I have never felt.

I would give up tomorrow just to say,

In your arms is where I want to stay.

Every stolen moment with you,

Allows me to feel something new.

Copyrighted 2020 

My Gift

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Written by, Crystal S. Kauffman 

 

A smile begins to grow on my face, 

The moment you are in your place. 

Take control as I melt into your touch, 

Never knew I needed someone this much. 

Kiss my lips softly while caressing my skin,  

Caught up in the passion that rages within. 

Offering you my heart freely tonight, 

Frightened but this feels completely right. 

In your arms is where I choose to be, 

That is only time, I truly feel completely free. 

Take my hand and walk with me in life, 

 I cannot promise that there will be no strife. 

Accept my gift and you will always have friend,  

Riding beside you till my heartbeats end. 

Trusting you always with my heart, 

Loving you is a good place to start. 

Copyrighted, 2019




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The Twin's Castle 

Moonlight's Wish

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Written By, Imogen Rayne

Under the moonlight I see the real you,

No one else gets to see the man that I do.

All that matters is the way that you make me feel,

My heart dances with each smile that I steal.

This relationship is built on an emotional bond,

Just a simple touch makes my heart respond.

Respect and trust built on the sands of time,

Holding back even though you say your mine.

Your grumpy and a jerk on most days,

I will just wait until you show me the ways.

To reach the part of you that are closed to me,

Maybe one day you might feel truly free.

To be the man I get to see when we fish,

Throwing my penny, I make a silent wish.

Always find your way through the darkest night,

Find only those those things that bring you light.

Copyrighted 2019

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The Twin's Castle

Silently Carved into an Emotional Stone

Written By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Don’t trust anyone with what you truly feel,

Even when you believe that they are real.

Remember to never let him see you cry,

Hold your composure; get up girl and just try.

Padlocked heart that has grown so damn cold,

Missing any part of him has just become old.

No matter what, don’t stop moving or he might see,

The emotional storm that is swirling inside or me.

Listen girl, you just need to straighten up and smile,

You won’t die, just because he eliminated his mile.

Let him see the emotional stone that he is carving,

Because now your entire body is completely starving.

Lacking the emotional touch that you never knew,

Can anything he promised be really true?

Empty heart syndrome is what you are feeling tonight,

Shape up girl, because you know what is right.

Keep everyone at arm's length and bury the key,

Don’t ever break your silence girl or bend the knee.

Let the demons give chase from time to time,

Never feeling emotions is what caused this rhyme.

Repeating on a loop in my head as the music plays,

A gentle voice reminds me to forget what he says.

Watch his actions and tune in to his energy to know.

The truth in the feelings that he continues not to show.

Hearing that sweet voice getting louder inside my head,

“Stop girl, just walk away, because he is emotionally dead.”

Time cannot heal, what I never had a hand in breaking,

It is not my job or place to just allow someone to keep taking.

Stolen moments is all I will ever really be able to get.

Love with truth behind it, is something I can forget.

The voice is screaming, “Did I raise you to even care?”

Walking away from the pitiful occasional glare.

Copyrighted 2019