My Vows

The first night I met you, I was terrified and suddenly I knew, 

Safety and peace I found that moment with you, 

Holding me tight every night is what made me fall,

However, I knew you wasn’t mine but you continued to call. 

Knowing you continued to return despite your pain and all, 

Climbing the mountain, I lost my balance fans began to fall.

Choosingto stay and love me each night despite the pain.

Nothing for you to care about or want to gain. 

The past trauma was beginning to peel back every night,

Every reason to say goodbye because of my terrors and fright. 

Loving me in such a gentle yet respectful sweet way,

Until your past affects your mind and I can’t have a say. 

Listen to heart cause you know me as I am with you, 

Stop accusing me of stuff cause you know it is not true. 

I feel beautiful because of the way you say I am every day. 

You are my life, your my soul and I say this with truth today. 

Each night that you hold me all night long.

Even though you were rebuilding yourself after losing your trust and all,

Yet, you took me as your Queen and tore down my walls.

Honestly, I was terrified to love you or myself after my past mistake,

However, each night, you were the risk I wanted so much to take.

My fascination with the way you make me feel each night, 

Actually allowed me to feel that trusting you is completely and everyday right.

These walls are now gone because you made safe as my King,

Today, I know I will one-day wear a beautiful weddingring.6AsI will never cheat or lie.

Trusting you is hard, but you proven you will answer my call,

Don't let me go my love as I have taken a scary fall. 

I really never knew what love was, yet I lam happy at what I feel, 

Therefore, my personal vows will always be real.

Today, my body, my heart, my trust, and all I will share,

Belongs to only my King because of how much he cares.

I'm entangled with in every way due to to way I feel safe with you,

Also, I vow to lovingly take care of you in every way you need me too.

I can promise to always give you the same respect you give me,

Thank you for helping me find a way to set myself free.

My life is completely happy because of the night we met,

Don't let go of me, while I enjoy all your nightly attention that I get.

By, Crystal S. Amon

Copyrighted 2022

 

My Heart Belongs to You

 

Loving you is different and special for me,

So much has begun changing you see.

Holding me throughout my terrors at night,

My eyes now see a beautiful sight.

Knowing this love will never fade or walk away, 

My heart flutters knowing I can trust you in every way.

Taking me to places I have never even dreamed, 

Because a lover was never even what it seemed. 

Brightening my dark and lonely world with truth, 

Understanding the pain of all that was in my youth. 

Gave me a life that I never believed could be true,

Just because, I met and fell in love with the man I call you!

You walked into my life and sensed my pain,

Nothing in my world will ever be the same.

You lit up my heart with a smile and a kiss, 

When your gone, its your love that I miss.

Finally I can hold my head up high,

Never will I let our love begin to die. 

You made me feel special once more,

Just by rocking me to my core. 

Written by, 

Crystal Amon

Copyright 2022

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The Softer Side Of You

 

 

Written by, Crystal S. Amon 

 

I love you and this I know,

Everyday, I will let it show.

Troubles may come our way, 

I am always here to stay. 

Allow me to feel as good as you, 

Don’t get angry and make me blue. 

I am trying hard can’t you see, 

Not every problem begins with me. 

My heart is hurting but you say goodbye, 

Does it bother you when I begin to cry?

I am trying so hard but I am about to break, 

Nothing about these tears are fake. 

I am hurt because see a different me, 

Why should I both when you don't see.

The way I carry the load is so you can rest, 

Yet, all I feel is heaviness in my chest. 

I want peace and happiness next to you, 

All need is for you to be true. 

Don’t expect me to just get over it,

Have a heart and take a moment to sit. 

Say you sorry and hug me today, 

Don’t even expect me to walk away. 

I know your hurting but I am too, 

All I need is a softer side of you!

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Momma's Secret

 

By, Crystal S. Kauffman-Amon

Momma’s love destroyed me with her choices,
She had a hard time blocking out the voices.
The role models she looked up to were not the best,
Still wondering what happened to the rest?

Family curses passed on as we grew,
Hell…that is the only life I knew!
Violent tempers lead to a beating,
Leaving the family was cheating.

Friends were not worth a shit,
Take off with a friend; just to get hit.
Tell the truth and people say,
Damn girl, don’t speak that way!

I hated her for all she did to me,
Until, I became a new mommy.
I chose to forgive and stop the hate,
Once I realized that I could finally relate.

How do I keep my child away from the hell?
Never could I form the words to tell.
My family that they were toxic too,
Love kept me driving through.

Learning more about momma’s pain,
Made me understand the huge black stain.
Learning to love the broken woman she is,
Will be how I choose to handle all of this.

Healing her with my love and time,
Will be how I chose to spend my dime.
Until she takes her very last breath,
Then, I will be with her again after my death.

Understanding her life made me see,
She was never allowed to be free.
So, today I thank her for the gift of life,
My love for her still cuts like a knife.

Don’t talk about what you don’t know.
Her life is not a prime time family show,
She’s a victim of family secrets too.
Down her and just know I’ll punch you!

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Picking Up My Crown

Written by, Crystal S. Kauffman-Amon

I won’t allow you to tear me down, 

Never again will I forget my crown.

You chose to play with my heart and mind, 

Now, I am free and I have put you far behind.

Stay man, don't come back and beg for another try, 

I will laugh until it is you who is the last to cry. 

I broke through all the pain and rose beyond the call, 

I choose to never again allow you to let me fall. 

Your not even worth another tear of mine,

I proved I don't need you, not one silver dime.

My worth was clouded by your choice to tear me apart.

Today, you have no place within my heart.

Walk away and live with the choices you made,

My heart will never be cut again by your silver blade. 

Judgements and rejections are all I knew,

During this selfish dance I spent with you.

Copyright 2020

Magical Moments With You

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Written By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Trembling inside your warm embrace,

Hiding the raw emotions on my face.

Holding me as I tried to hide the tears,

Panic paralyzes my entire body in fear.

Magical connection that I know is real,

I am still afraid to allow my heart to feel.

My ice-cold heart is beginning to melt,

Strange emotions that I have never felt.

I would give up tomorrow just to say,

In your arms is where I want to stay.

Every stolen moment with you,

Allows me to feel something new.

Copyrighted 2020 

Papa's Way

By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Who is going to take care of you, once I pass away?
Me…Papa, because you taught me that way.
I may not be rich, but I will not do without much.
Since, I know how to take care of myself and such.

I met a hardcore man who reminds me of you,
He’s a mechanic and he’s grumpy too.
Sometimes, I smell the grease and taken back,
To a time when I was with you at the racetrack.

Other moments I see you turn to wave,
Papa, I know I must continue to be brave.
You were more than a Papa to me and you knew,
You were my dad and I was your heart too,

Today, I wish you was here cause I need you now,
I cannot keep my strength up, I just don’t know how.
When he is grumpy, I think about the way you were,
You had my back, even when I wasn’t sure.

I wish you could meet him, but I know you’d be fine,
With this man that I have chosen to be mine.
You didn’t let me give up and he won’t either,
Even though, I want to Papa..I won’t neither.

Hold my hand, as I deal with the changes in my life,
Help me not to give in when the path is full of strife,
Teach me trust my heart and count on my man,
To be my strength, when I don’t understand God’s plan.

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My Gift

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Written by, Crystal S. Kauffman 

 

A smile begins to grow on my face, 

The moment you are in your place. 

Take control as I melt into your touch, 

Never knew I needed someone this much. 

Kiss my lips softly while caressing my skin,  

Caught up in the passion that rages within. 

Offering you my heart freely tonight, 

Frightened but this feels completely right. 

In your arms is where I choose to be, 

That is only time, I truly feel completely free. 

Take my hand and walk with me in life, 

 I cannot promise that there will be no strife. 

Accept my gift and you will always have friend,  

Riding beside you till my heartbeats end. 

Trusting you always with my heart, 

Loving you is a good place to start. 

Copyrighted, 2019




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Moonlight's Wish

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Written By, Imogen Rayne

Under the moonlight I see the real you,

No one else gets to see the man that I do.

All that matters is the way that you make me feel,

My heart dances with each smile that I steal.

This relationship is built on an emotional bond,

Just a simple touch makes my heart respond.

Respect and trust built on the sands of time,

Holding back even though you say your mine.

Your grumpy and a jerk on most days,

I will just wait until you show me the ways.

To reach the part of you that are closed to me,

Maybe one day you might feel truly free.

To be the man I get to see when we fish,

Throwing my penny, I make a silent wish.

Always find your way through the darkest night,

Find only those those things that bring you light.

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Silently Carved into an Emotional Stone

Written By, Crystal S. Kauffman

Don’t trust anyone with what you truly feel,

Even when you believe that they are real.

Remember to never let him see you cry,

Hold your composure; get up girl and just try.

Padlocked heart that has grown so damn cold,

Missing any part of him has just become old.

No matter what, don’t stop moving or he might see,

The emotional storm that is swirling inside or me.

Listen girl, you just need to straighten up and smile,

You won’t die, just because he eliminated his mile.

Let him see the emotional stone that he is carving,

Because now your entire body is completely starving.

Lacking the emotional touch that you never knew,

Can anything he promised be really true?

Empty heart syndrome is what you are feeling tonight,

Shape up girl, because you know what is right.

Keep everyone at arm's length and bury the key,

Don’t ever break your silence girl or bend the knee.

Let the demons give chase from time to time,

Never feeling emotions is what caused this rhyme.

Repeating on a loop in my head as the music plays,

A gentle voice reminds me to forget what he says.

Watch his actions and tune in to his energy to know.

The truth in the feelings that he continues not to show.

Hearing that sweet voice getting louder inside my head,

“Stop girl, just walk away, because he is emotionally dead.”

Time cannot heal, what I never had a hand in breaking,

It is not my job or place to just allow someone to keep taking.

Stolen moments is all I will ever really be able to get.

Love with truth behind it, is something I can forget.

The voice is screaming, “Did I raise you to even care?”

Walking away from the pitiful occasional glare.

Copyrighted 2019